Oh Christmas Time is Here!

So I absolutely love Christmas and all that it has to offer! The smells, the decorations and what I like to call "the magic" that just floats on the air. I have always felt like Christmas time was the
"most magical season of all" and there is always hope on Christmas. As for our first Christmas in Logan I wish that I could say that I had a whole new decoration scheme and that our tree was already up but, that would be lying. So, because Santa is watching, our house has a little to be desired. No tree, no lights...no anything....yet.

But, this year I plan on being the most Christmasy homemaker there can possibly be. I need to get ready and make sure this husband of mine knows that I'm ready to be a mom. Yes, that is my Christmas wish. I want a family of our own. I want to be knee deep in baby toys and I want to hear crying in the middle of the night. I want to change diapers (on someone who is younger than 18) and I want to pick out baby clothes and hang them in a baby room. I want to snuggle with a newborn and feel his/her baby soft skin.

Yeah, I might be crazy but when you are ready, you know it and I am so ready! So "Santa can you hear me?...Santa, that is all I want this year!"

Today's the day...

So today I officially start as manager...honestly I'm freaking out! I'm terrified that something will go wrong and that I won't know how to fix it. My new client has no information other that hear-say and so I get to just "jump in". So far I haven't slept and had two panic attacks...I really hate those two things about myself. I wish I could calm down but until at least two things go right, I probably won't. I kind of feel like Dorothy from "Wizzard of Oz" when she is told that she has to defeat the Wicked Witch of the West and she has that look on her face like she's going to die...yeah, that's how I feel. Like I'm going to die. Pray for me...please just pray.