I don't like being away from Zack and I don't know if I can do this much longer. No Zack around is boring and, yes I will go there, depressing. Those who know me know that a sad Allie is not a fun Allie. Who wants that?
We have big dreams right now. We want to get to Logan so that Zack can finish school and so I can be a mom but the music won't stop and we keep jumping from home to home and job to job. Luckily for us, we were able to find a really nice apartment at a good price and in a good neighborhood...now all we need are some jobs and life just might be perfect. Well, almost anyway. For now we get to keep on playing this stupid game.
WHEN WILL THE MUSIC STOP!
As I am prone to do, I look through old pictures and stuff when I'm bored and recently I fell upon an old bunch of photos from our first summer of dating. We had so much fun and I can remember running through the sprinklers, dancing in the rain, playing tag and hide & seek, sharing a cheeseburger and most funny of all, watching Zack have his meditation circle amongst mt. dew. HAHA! He lights up my life and makes me smile all the time. Best of all is the laughing...he can make me laugh so hard that my abs hurt the next day and I have a hard time catching my breath.
I miss my Zachery. More than words can say.
Oh this man, how I love him.
